The possible’s slow fuse is lit by the imagination
~ Emily Dickinson
Do you ever feel like you are inching along like a caterpillar? Sometimes circumstances stop us in our tracks and cause us to slow down our progress in certain areas. That has been the case for me lately. My mother broke her leg last November and her recovery has been a steady journey towards getting back on both feet and putting one foot in front of another again.
My expectations were to have an art exhibit to celebrate and conclude my thirteen month blog project that ended in April. However, priorities and time commitments changed to be a caregiver. For now, the exhibit is postponed. I feel certain a better form or venue will take shape for it in the near future. Not to mention more and better art to exhibit.
I also slowed down the weekly pace of writing this blog to a monthly schedule. It has taken some “doing” for me to let go of all
of the”shoulds” that I hear –such as that you need to be consistent and post weekly if you are going to have a successful blog. But what exactly is a successful blog? I must decide for myself. This is my space to share as if you were a guest in my home. No matter what outside experts suggest, this is the pace I need to set for myself right now. There is an ebb and flow to life. I am taken back to the thread of Surrender which has a close kinship to the first thread of Mystery. We are sometimes taken back to square one. And what do you know? That is exactly where we are on this second round of the Thirteen Thread from the Wild Heart.
The first three threads of Mystery, Possibility and Desire are all invisible aspects of the creative process. There is an oscillation of going inward and then coming back out into the world with the next threads of Creativity, Action and Devotion. Then there is a return inward again for the next stages of Surrender, Change and Integrity. And finally back out into the light of the world we emerge with Laughter, Beauty and Harmony. While these stages are not always linear, and have different names per your own experience, there is an inward, outward, inward, and outward pattern to our creative lives.
Within this first stage everything is in the darkness of the earth, the womb and the interior of our hearts. It is a time when we are to nourish ourselves.The caterpillar is close to the ground consuming it’s food source. With no idea of what is coming next, it does what it knows to do with what is right in front of it. Unlike caterpillars, we as humans can get really distracted and go in many directions. We spin around, panic, procrastinate and find all sorts of shiny objects to pursue. Many outside “shoulds” influence our behaviors and expectations keeping us from the gifts this stage has to offer us. When we don’t slow down, listen to our heart and find clarity, we try to go in different directions only to spin our wheels.
If we have the desire for creative transformation, then we can help the process along by consciously choosing what we are consuming. We can slow down, go underground and really listen to our heart. Nourishing and supportive choices can then be made with care rather than on the fly and in a tizzy. It is definitely OK to inch along. In fact, there are times when that is all we can do. Take it all in and really see, feel, experience and digest. When you can’t do much else, it is a time to revel in mystery and imagination. It will be time soon enough to get back out there in the world at a faster pace. For now, if you are inching along take advantage of the slowness to really see the gifts of beauty —of everyone and everything —that is around you! You can’t help but be nourished and blessed!
Exploration: Search the topic ”Slow Cloth” and learn about the hand sewing movement. One of my favorite books is The Alabama Stitch Book and the website is a feast too. http://alabamachanin.com/
Visit my friend Michele Lang’s wonderful nature photography site as she takes on a new adventure with a borrowed camera: http://oneborrowedcamera.blogspot.com/
Enjoy my Wild Heart marker doodle drawings that I have been creating during this time that does not permit much painting and stitching. I create these in about thirty minutes and they bring me joy. Would I have done these without my recent change of schedule? Probably not but I have a feeling these little drawings are the seed of something bigger. Enjoy!
Taking it Slow….
Donniece ~ Lulu Red







































